Okay. I’m over it. Think I just needed a moment to be sad.
Well, that assignments in. Not looking to great. Little bit worried that the professor will view it as an insult, like I’m not taking the course seriously. Fuck’em, though. Just fuck’em. The structure of the educational experience makes it easy to feel a need to please the professors, but ultimately they’re just a thing to be used.
Despite myself I’m feeling pretty confident anyway. I’ll impress’em before the year’s through.
Realized something though. Always said I prefer assignments to tests. Assignments you just have to keep working until it’s good. I lack that in drawings. Don’t have a proper sense of the things I can do to improve them.
That’s something in particular I’ll have to keep an eye on and work on. Find the things that make the difference between a ten minute drawing and a ten hour drawing.